I remember when i was in elementary school and a friend told me that was really what ADIDAS stood for, because it was backwards. Like because it was more cryptic that was the real acronym. I liked it. I would think about what that scenario would be like. Like, you ditch school to meet up with your bf and hope your dad didnt come home early or something. Or maybe your dad didnt care? That one made me feel weird.
I wish i was stoned with someone, not myself.
en mi corazón grabado.
como esta tinta grava la energía de mi mano.
una mano solo alterada por músculos fibrosos.
fibras cosechadas por el respirar de mi nariz.
involuntaria como este sentimiento.
un sentimiento que pinta sin poder crear una imagen útil.
Today has been so off. Spilling things, knocking things over, fussy babies around me, crazy dogs getting in fights.
And the whole day i have kept thinking about how socially weird i am, getting insecure. I beat myself up for feeling insecure, but that doesnt make anything better.
Not trying to feel down, so im tokin in my car.